where does the time go. its been more than a month since the last post. already.

I came from a pre-employment screening that took two hours longer than it needed to. that could have gone faster. i realized something in that waiting room though: my two major injuries are both baseball related. i guess i couldnt have gone to a baseball school without incurring baseball injuries myself.

ticketed twice in the same area of mb. i guess they're cracking down on the boondockers since you dont see as many around anymore.

im down to workout weight without having done any routine training since March. two reasons for that, i suspect: eating at home during the week. and one meal in the evenings a day. with the occasional bag of doritos and chai latte in the mornings.

made the decision to move back into mm with the three amigos. it will be socially different, which may be what im looking for. but it will give me space to work on the van, develop a workout routine and hopefully open my schedule. for projects.

cruz fam packed up and fled nv. after seeing pics of the new property, it makes me want to move. but that will be three days on the road. minimum.

still dont know what im doing for bday weekend next weekend. still considering yellowstone or yosemite at least. i do have four days to enjoy it.

lately, ive been bouncing ideas back and forth on how i should build out the van and ive come up with something: solar panel awning. four panel layout, but stacked two by two when it's stored. flex bottom two to lighten the load. id have to engineer a sliding system and articulating arms.

passed on a call back for a cook position. i realized that it may have been an experience I've already sought out and no longer have interest, unless its vonwulfs truck. or chef needed a sushi guy again.

everything i used to be so invested in, its hard for me to get back in to. the mbti/astro survey post is still floating around and people are still submitting their info. i dont even have a way of responding to these people. but dont even know if i have the energy or interest to spend on mb. the astro aspect of it still keeps the idea a possibility.

i shot a wedding a few weeks ago. first for gs since last year, and even then, it was a last min cancel from the videog. photog was saying all but 3 of her bookings backed out for 2020 bc of the pandemic. so it was interesting to even be at a wedding venue during this time. they didn't even host a reception. shortest wedding I've ever shot.

survived seventh house season without longing. but observed something about that energy. its pairing in its nature but not necessarily commitment pairing. like its a season of chemistry sampling. sharing energy with the person you sat next to on the bus. someone who shared a joke in line at smart and final. and seeing how it affects one another. despite my social anxiety, i felt welcoming of others whereas most days, i just would rather not. even. get. close.

if i end up occupying my evenings with this other position, i wont be able to travel as i want, unless its on weekends. including long bday weekend. they want to start ppl asap, but maybe ill ask for a nov start.

so to summarize, by dec, everything will be new and different.