v week

here is my desperate attempt to get something, or someone, off my mind.....

I'll just come out and admit it. yes I like her. I always have since day one. But I never paid any attention to it because I'm terrified of letting someone in. I hardly saw her so I allowed myself to forget about her. And now that I saw her again, I realized that everything that I used to feel whenever I even caught a glimpse of her, I still feel about her.

Let me be clear, because I'm only gonna say it once. I like her. I'm not in love with her and I hardly know her. But something about her, being around her, talking to her, listening to her laugh.... something makes sense.

And whether this posting even makes any sense or not, the bottom line is.... I don't care. I know how I feel when I'm around her. I know how I feel when I think about her. I know how I feel when I know I'm going to see her. I know how I feel when I walk into a Seafood City and I'm reminded of her.

I'm willing to change my entire schedule just so that I can catch another glimpse of her. I'm willing to stretch beyond my capabilities just so that I can hear her laugh. I'm willing to be someone who I've never been before, just so that I can capture her attention. I'm willing to do anything, not so that she can be with me, but so that I can be with her.

It's been a while since I've met anyone that made this much sense, even when I hardly know her. But you know the feeling... when you've met that certain someone, and something just ..........clicks.